Had no sleep once again, i really, honestly believe i am becoming an insomniac!!! Was back downstairs by 6am, getting ready for my first day back at college... which was also crap tbh!!! Cant wait to see all my uni friends again tho... gonna be hella laughs!!!

Am still head over heels in love with Alex... what can i say, the boy's a genious! And i can't get enough of him!!!!

Pure love.... LOL

Anyway, got home today and was called into work... was the only bartender in the Hotel tonight and there was a conference with 200 people... so it slightly pissed me off to find my sister pissing around on FB.

James is making no secret of his liking of me now... today he told me that if I wanted a way to get rid of the insomnia, the best bet would be to join him in bed for a snuggle sweet LOL!!!

I was tempted too... JUST for the snuggle... nothing else.... I love snuggling... its so addictive

Well... have a three hour Psychology lecture in the morning... CIAO

Firstly half of them I went to school with, but then there is James, fulltime chef #2 who is 19, and tbh.. is lovely, and the new chef (chef #4) Ben, who seems a hell of a laugh, and the new barman, w/e his name is... I'm not too good with names!

But its got interesting because of James. Recently he's being more open and honest. He's always been a flirt, but he appears to flirt with me more now... his new nickname for me is "pretty" and he keeps trying to make me laugh so that he can "watch ur face light up"

Now i'm not sure WHY he's behaving like this all of a sudden, but it has been a big change as he used to be moody!!!

All the boys at work appear to have a secret they wont tell me too.. so I'm tryina find that out... not sure what its about... but shouldn't take me too long to weedle it outta sum1!!!! lol!

But since the arrival of all the new staff, i actually ENJOY going to work... WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME.

And I hate to say: I think I'm starting to enjoy James's company a little too much!!!

On a more serious note... did you SEE what happened with the Olympic Torch!?!!?! Poor people carrying it kept getting attacked... I mean I'm against whats going on with the Tibetan Monks... but HONESTLY.... give it a rest... its only the bloody Olympics... its SPORT for Goodness sake... do we really need to kick up this much fuss???

If you wanna do something about what's happening to the monks... attacking innocent people who happen to wanna do something for the pride of their nation isnt it!!! Go protest where it matters... or dont... and just sit back and pray for them... dont make it any worse by bringing it into other countries....

jeeeeeez!!!!

And you know what else i dont get... people who go into chatrooms to insult people... HUH???? If you wanna insult sum1... go into he nearest town and do it face to face... or are you scared u might get the shit knocked outta ya??? I just HATE people who act hard with the keyboard... oooh ur gonna come get me while i'm sleeping.... reli i'm scared... YOU DONT EVEN KNOW MY REAL NAME, LET ALONE WHERE I LIVE - GET A BLOODY GRIP!!!

Ahhhh... appologies.... now I'm ranting.... I'm sorry I didn't mean tooooo!!!!

And i really feel for those two young kids who found that poor woman's severed head... i mean, what kinda sick bastard would do that to somebody.... well... TWO sick bastards did it... and they deserve to be locked up for the rest of their lives, in solitary confinement... ON RATIONS... no people... NO... they do not deserve to die.. that would be too easy... they'd be getting away with it in my eyes... they should suffer with the thought of what they have done for the rest of their lives, just like those two poor kids will have to deal with what they found for the rest of theirs....

anywhoo... enough is enough... i've rambled for FAR too long... am off